It has been a while since I posted new art here. I was all tied up with publishing work for a while, than i thought I would be able to get back to doing more personal art, but than... I found out my cat was going through Chronic Kidney Disease... I poured all my attention and time to help him for past couple of years, but could not stop him from leaving...in the end. I was sleeping 2~3 hours at times, and needed to feed him 4~5 times a day, and there were medications to give me 30 min. before the meal, and 2 hours after the meal. and I just could not live a normal life at all for past couple of years.... I did give 100% of myself, and I do not regret that part... but still, there are always things to regret when your fur baby passes away. I did not know what kind of horrible disease CKD was until now. I really wish no one else has to go through this... after he passed, it still took a while for me to get into this state of mind, that i can post things again. I still miss him a lot